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 Little Boy

Open your eyes little boy

I know she’s beautiful

Open your eyes little boy

You think her eyes hold the truth

Open your eyes little boy

She’s taking you for all you’re worth

Open your eyes little boy

She’s love, encompassed in lies

mood: indescribable music: Sorry//Maria Mena

Maria Mena// Sorry

Vague sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn

I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry

He grabs my wrist
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part

And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry

when i sing this, or even listen to it, i almost want to cry. I don't know why, because it's not necessarily describing any situation similiar to any of mine, but it just pours with loneliness and aching. just listen to it kids.

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